Saturday, April 14, 2007

Why must so many things happen?? Why is it that everything seem to be changing?? Or is it that everything changed and its no longer the same as before?? i just wished that things are back to normal... but will my wish come true??

there's so much to talk bout...
Friends..they're changing... some bad some good...i just dont know what to do..
there's something between us,that make us so..seperated?? we used to be so close,tell each other things.. but look what's happening now!! it changed

People around me,my friends... they all seemed so troubled,sad,confused...
all i can.. is either to listen,comfort,consol them...
but what about myself..???
my friends.. they cried when they're feeling sad,confused what so ever
but why can't i do the same!?!
just why can't i break down and cry in front of them? like what they did..
i only can cry inside my heart...hiding the real feelings of mine...

My feelings are kept deep inside myself, at times i dont even know what am i doing,feeling.
i dont know myself...
i dont understand myself...
i've got to hide it away...
you see, to others i'm so care-free
am i really so??
yeah maybe to you guys i might be..
but let me tell you, i'm hiding my feelings till you guys think that i am care-free...

-sigh-

`my love